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... Really? [Angry Rant]

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:51 AM


I've noticed several things that most people would completely flip out at.
I feel like I've been a scapegoat for a while now.
At first, I was a little upset that I was being blamed for something that didn't have to do with me (I'll talk about these two instances soon). Then, I got over it and felt that hey, maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all. And now, I'm angry.

The first one regards an acquaintance of my friends. Her name shall be *Betsey.
Now, she does many things that irritate other people. She's extremely clingy, nosy, and judgemental. My group of friends and her were having some drama (It's too long of a story to recant). The drama was basically, the things that Betsey did were pushing her friends away from her. Betsey goes off and decides to blame the whole drama on me.
One day, she gives *Bill a note saying why is his girlfriend, *Rose, jealous and that Bill and Betsey are just friends.
Betsey has one messed up perspective of the situation.
Rose became really pissed and went off to talk to Betsey.
But instead of any enlightenment for Betsey on ways to improve herself, rose had basically just told her "If I don't hang out with you, it's because I'm busy."
Betsey still blames the whole drama crap on me.

At first, I was a little upset at Rose for not telling Betsey straight up and letting Betsey blame all of this crap on me.
But then, I thought that hey, maybe this won't be too bad. At least she'll stay away from me now (I don't like her), since I'm such a "cold hearted, insensitive, inconsiderate, ignorant, gossiping b****h and a liar." She called Rose a "jealous, inconsiderate, gossiping b****h" too.
Friggin A, she calls everyone a liar. DX She called Bill a liar because he "broke a promise to her" that he did not make in the first place.


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Next example.
My good friend Lexy.
His parents are upset at me because they think that I talk to him for sooo long into the night that he has to stay up late to finish up his homework at 12.
I go to bed at 10:30. Lex stays up until 12, on his own will.
Nothing to do with me. What bothered me is that he didn't say anything to his parents that I go to bed early and that he does his homework while he talks to me. Basically, continuing to let them think badly of me.
I don't even want to call his house phone anymore because i don't want to get his parents upset at me anymore for Lex's stubborn-ness. I don't call him that much now. Like, this week, I've only talked to him twice, fleetingly.
And I'm still getting blamed for crap that I did not do?
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There's another example, but I shan't get into it.

I know it.
No one's going to say anything because it's always easier to blame it on someone else.
Is there something about me that screams "I'M WILLING TO BE YOUR SCAPEGOAT"?
Ohh .. Ohhhhhh I'm bitter.



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